If you have something to say to me, just say it. I don’t care what it is, I just want to know whatever’s going on. It’s not a big deal it’s just annoying and frustrating. I’m not stupid. I can tell that something changed and you’re keeping it from me.
When I set you up perfectly to tell me the truth you responded in the most contradicting confusing way. It’s not fair to keep me in the dark and I feel like I’m being played with.
I’m tired of always being people’s second choice and I don’t want to be yours too. This is bullshit and if you don’t do something soon, I will.
Senioritis + after prom exhaustion + normal don’t give a fuckness = 64 on my precal test and last minute essay writing for ap art history
(Source: justacleverruse)
I’ve been so quiet and not myself this week. I’ve just been in my head too much. I’m tearing up all these thoughts and ideas over and over. I just need to be distracted from myself because I’m doing more harm than good to my sanity.
I was so hopeful and optimistic and felt like everything was finally coming together and all the loose ends were being tied. And somehow after just an hour I’ve done a complete 180. I’m overcome with cinisism and frustration and jealousy and worries and helplessness and anger and my head is full of what ifs and buts. This sucks. I thought I did things right for the most part.. So why am I in this situation?
Why should I reserve a special spot for you in my life when I’m stuck waiting to be in yours? I know what I want and I know what I will enjoy more.. But I still can’t make up my mind because my head is filled with what ifs and buts. I really have come a long way but when it comes down to the bottom line, and that one simple question.. Nothing has changed. Ironic how things look like they might turn out.. You’ll need me and wish I needed you. Hah.
But there’s still so much time. Who knows what’ll happen.
No matter how stupid and immature and counterproductive it is
(Source: barkandeggs)
